tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-476607382064492331.post2101151465347377344..comments2023-10-17T04:29:19.430-07:00Comments on He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother: Pissed Off, Againgizzylawhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07002319928707299695noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-476607382064492331.post-62770104802715457192011-05-07T12:05:38.995-07:002011-05-07T12:05:38.995-07:00Perfectly, perfectly normal.
Today (the 7th) is m...Perfectly, perfectly normal.<br /><br />Today (the 7th) is my dad's birthday; he would have been 84, but died last August. I didn't really grieve over it, because his last few years were horrible for him and he was stripped of the dignity that he wore like skin.<br /><br />But I am pissed, still. Not that he's gone, I'm pissed at my mother because she stood like this wall between us, and I never really got to know him.<br /><br />I imagine this stage of the whole process, anger, is the one I won't get past.<br /><br />And it's gonna make tomorrow, Mother's Day, kind of tricky. I don't even want to call...Thumperhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02154314376352066709noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-476607382064492331.post-74438523148871072412011-05-07T05:30:19.828-07:002011-05-07T05:30:19.828-07:00It hits me most often when I'm alone in the ca...It hits me most often when I'm alone in the car. It's a combination of crying and screaming. I'd like to say it helps, but...<br /><br /><i>::sits next to you and nods... and waits::</i>Roseshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07027536960284875200noreply@blogger.com